Tuesday, November 08, 2011

I finally bothered to blogggg. I skipped lunch and stayed back in the China office to read some quotes to get a good laugh and, I did.

Talking about emotions wise, you know, there is at least one 'down' in your life when you are just upset. I'm not talking about " I hate you because you did not invite me to your party " or " We aren't friends anymore because you did not wave back at me " boohoo, how's disappointing .___.

Anyway, it's hard to get back on your feet, but you have to do it especially when you are alone. Yes, God is always there and he is omnipresent. He has helped me through this tough time and I know that he will never fail me.
But, human nature is like this - The moment something major happens, you are sucked deep down into darkness. ; You can't sleep ; You wake up at random times ; You think about it all the time and mostly, its really hard to see the positive side of anything and everything.

That is what I've been facing. I'm not trying to be negative but look at it, this is the only way I can express myself. My friends aren't here with me physically, and you, well I hope the past can be restored. You do know how much you mean and matter to me and this is our fault, not only you. I don't blame you.
I just hope everything will be fine when I'm back in Singapore....

Wednesday, May 04, 2011


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

My blog's quite screwed now! Anyway, hope you have the chance to read this. I'm sorry but I never meant to lead you on. I hope you and I will be just good friends and I will really be there when you need me!

Putting that aside, I slept for about 11 hours yesterday after a whole day of being sick and I feel quite energetic today! Oh, and I need to change my blog skin again! Anybody free to help me? (:

Monday, September 27, 2010

Laser Pointer and Chair

I am currently in Shanghai now! :D I dont have much time to blog but anyway, who wants to buy a laser pointer, those that can shine very far or those kind of portable chairs that you can bring anyway and sit down whenever you want :D I'll be selling it very cheap so quickly message me if you want! You dont have to pay for messaging overseas, i think (: QUICK! If you dont have my number, just post on my blog stating your interest (:

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

wow! I haven't blogged in about 1 month, at least it is not 1 year (: hahahaha I'm gonna blog more often as it helps to relieve stress!

Anyway, life has been rather fruitful (: Going to church, SYFC , FOP has really strengthened my faith but I really need to buck up on reading my bible because I haven't been doing so and it really pricks me and I feel like slapping myself each time I don't read the bible so I need to be more self-disciplined!

Church aside, I have only worked for Ritz Carlton and it is really super tiring to work for Banquet because you have to clear the heavy tables and chairs and more manual labour after the event has ended, be it a wedding dinner or a YOG event! But this is life, and we have to work to earn money so why complain! hahahaha, talking about complains, Singaporeans really like to complain a lot, complain but never do anything about it (:

T.E.N.N.I.S! The only sport which I have the most passion for (: I just strive and really want to represent Singapore in the future. I know that is like almost impossible but still, I am willing to try. If I can't, I will earn a overseas scholarship by studying hard in RP and improve myself overseas which I really do not want because I have depart from my family and my friends :( I really do love tennis a lot, so for my birthday presents, just get me tennis stuff or music stuff, not CDs HAHAHA! I know I am retarded, but being awake at 5am, what ELSE can I say?

Lastly, having holidays and being out of RP really give me less trouble and disappointment. Always making me upset about friends and close friends, sigh, how I wish I knew how to deal with it. Alright, I am going to sleep now! goodnight!


gonna catch up with you soon (:

Monday, July 05, 2010

Just had a talk with daryl low and ed on msn! thanks so much for hearing me out ya bro (L) hahaha thanks to daryl, i'm feeling better and ready to sleep and i remember that i need to do my QT. ( thanks to gibson, who kinda reprimanded me hahha )

Anyway, I just hope that tomorrow would be a good day! Module's business law and its really heavy on the content and application wise so I hope my team will be effective ( im not saying that they arent, but monday blues, what can you expect ? hahahah ). oh oh, and i almost cried just now while listening to You Are God Alone. Tears suddenly welled up in my eyes but I didnt really shed the tears so I guess it doesnt count as crying? I may seem like a weak boy and you want to call me a coward/ weakling or gayboy but I seriously do not care what you think hahah. Insult all you want, because it takes one to know one (:

This Saturday is going to be a fun-filled day with certain people :) see ya guys soon!

I've been thinking about you throughout the past 6 months and I don't want to lose you. Hope you still care.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Doing the event at the suntec convention centre is really tiring and giving me a lot of stress because I have to consider my classmates feelings and their suggestions so as to give them a pleasant time during these event. I hope everything goes fine and that I can continue waking up early to reach the event on time!

Putting that aside, stress is getting to me again because there will be another SOH Year1 teambuilding program on the 17th July. People are complaining indicating their disappointment in us and the organizers saying why must we threaten them. Honestly, look it at another perspective, you didnt come for the session for the past 2 weeks even though we gave you a lot of time to decide which day you wanted. The best thing is that people are pissed at me because of this and I seriously dont know what to do because of this. Ignore or Pursue ? Pray Nat Prayyyyy!

Lastly, relationships. This R word scares me a lot, never giving me any more confidence in starting a new one. Guess my previous one really affected me a lot, and I just dont dare get into another one for fear that the same thing might happen again.

What Should I Do?