Talking about emotions wise, you know, there is at least one 'down' in your life when you are just upset. I'm not talking about " I hate you because you did not invite me to your party " or " We aren't friends anymore because you did not wave back at me " boohoo, how's disappointing .___.
Anyway, it's hard to get back on your feet, but you have to do it especially when you are alone. Yes, God is always there and he is omnipresent. He has helped me through this tough time and I know that he will never fail me.
But, human nature is like this - The moment something major happens, you are sucked deep down into darkness. ; You can't sleep ; You wake up at random times ; You think about it all the time and mostly, its really hard to see the positive side of anything and everything.
That is what I've been facing. I'm not trying to be negative but look at it, this is the only way I can express myself. My friends aren't here with me physically, and you, well I hope the past can be restored. You do know how much you mean and matter to me and this is our fault, not only you. I don't blame you.
I just hope everything will be fine when I'm back in Singapore....